I Am

I am genderless 
And you asked me 
What I want to be called. 
You saw me. 

To others I am homeless 
Yet you honored the fact 
That the world is my home. 

I am a psychic 
And you accepted my talents, 
Encouraging me to talk 
To my grandmother. 

I am shocking to most 
Yet you were not shocked. 
You witnessed my uniqueness 
And gave me license to be me. 

I am pagan 
And you sought to understand 
How that comforts me 
And serves me. 

I have dreams 
And you explored them with me. 
You helped me see a little more 
That I matter in this world. 

Jim Rigsbee is a Chaplain Resident at WakeMed Health and Hospitals in Raleigh, NC. In this resident year, Jim specializes in working with patients and staff in some of the Covid-19 units at the hospital. In his reflections, Jim likes to write poetry to express his inner and outer experiences of CPE and chaplaincy. Jim can be reached at jimrigsbee@gmail.com